Where's the JULY?

July, i had this and i thought i can store the words from every corner of the world... but instead things still stored inside my brain which most of the occasion, the memory lost in half way and they didn't make it here into my blog.... :p

as always i had "excuses" for everything.... and i would be having a doom day if i cannot find any excuses when i need one.

part of the short notes i have noted down into my phone has gone as well, as i didn't backup before doing the factory default setting. ( actually is telco problem where i had reset as i thought it just phone OS problem )

Well, something just gone with a reason, no matter what was it, trying to recall doesn't do any good, as there will be a long wait for that moment. Like someone said, if it was a good one, then you sure will remember it for life...... (some even hate it for life, for couldn't forget it)

Here i am, start to type again with my keyboard come back after loaned out, and the laptop is still on loan... and the new ipad2 is still undergo warranty claim....no options is the only option, and yet a choice.

Unknown pressure has got to me recently, better word to describe it, it could be "EMO-ing". Although i just finished up an annual event, there is 1 more to come near the end of the year. Why the pressure has got on me? As i have planned my holiday schedule as well, 8, 9, 10, 11.... i just miss out the 12.... (could be spending too much)

Looking back to the calendar, it was the 8th pages now and still counting, it will never stop, and yet my schedule for this year is quite packed..... for that i won't have much time to do something else... like "emo-ing"?? It is good to be busy rather than doing nothing... cause doing nothing doesn't mean you are actually relax and enjoying. ( although everyone was wishing, they don't need to do anything )

Plan and execute, executing the plan has slowly changed to prolong the period the plan to me...... as always, it was another specialty of mine.... drag and drop..... just don't know where is the courage to expedite things, like i once was.... kind of lost of the head, flying around without target. (but eventually you know what to do) HOW? just do it... :p

It has been almost 2 years, ( why i recon it was more than that, it was like 5 or 6 years already). Hopefully the next trail will lead me to something, not just courage.